Wednesday, October 22, 2008'♥
It just came to my mind that I need to write something on you so that you would not rot. In fact, I was just being lazy to log into Xanga so I came to you. I wanted to write nonsense on you, but forget it. I know you hate nonsense being write on you cause you would always give me problems lkike getting hang or making the whole computer crash if I typed nonsenical stuffs.
I don't like O levels. I don't like taking exams. I don't like maths. I don't like studying. I don't like arrogant and proud people. I don't like annoying people. I don't like guys who discriminate girls and saying them fat, ugly and unwanted. I don't like people who are unreasonable and denying all facts when they actually did them. I don't like people who are petty. I don't like idiots. I don't like morons. I don't like people saying others that they are an unwanted piece of crap in this world. I don't like people who are too confident of themselves. I don't like people who smoke. I don't like people who gamble. I don't like people who swear. I don't like people being sucha spendthrift. I don't like people who owe me money. I don't like people who rely/dependent on others. I don't like people who dislike fat, pimply, ugly people. I don't like people who do not get serious when they are supposed to get. I don't like people who act pity in front of others to gain sympathy. I don't like people who stabs others in the back when they aren't aware. I don't like guys who treats girls as a piece of tissue paper. I don't like guys dumping girls after making out with them. I don't like guys who go after girls for their money. I don't like girls going after guys for their money too. I don't like people who have both hands/legs and yet don't work, be a beggar and beg for money. I don't like actress/actor who can't act well. I don't like people who can't sing well and yet singing everyday. I don't like people who do not look into the mirror themselves and reflect upon themselves. I don't like people who show off their branded bags/stuffs to others. I don't like rich people who flaunt off their money/property. I don't like rich people who look down on poor/middle class people. I don't like people who think that money can solve everything in this world. I don't like people who flare their temper off to everybody. I don't like people who are lunatic. I don't like people who pick others weaknesses and laugh at them. I don't like people who judge a person by its cover. I don't like people who are over sensitive. I don't like people who are not sensitive.
I like people who are humble. I like people who are sensitive. I like people who are hardworking. I like guys who treat girls as a precious gem. I like guys who pays for his girlfriend when they are on a date. I like guys who are tall. I like people when they are in their best. I like people when they are good-looking. I like people who smells nice. I like people hugging me. I like people who can cook very well. I like people who loves me for who I am. I like people who would not mind one's appearance and befriend them. I like people who makes me laugh the whole day. I like people whom I am comfortable with. I like people who would not mind me because of my weaknesses. I like people who looks at my strengths at times instead of my weaknesses all the time. I like people who are clever. I like girls who have fantastic figure. I like girls who are tall. I like girls whose legs are like some model's legs. I like girls who have long silky hair. I like people who are innocent, cute and sweet. I like people who are caring. I like people who are generous. I like people who plays music. I like people who can speak and write very well. I like people who show their trueself to others. I like people who feel really comfortable with me around. I like people who have nice eyes. I like girls who have sharp nose and long eyelashes. I like people who do not scold others for nothing. I like career-woman. I like woman who gives off an elegant and charming look. I like guys who care. I like people who are not rude. I like people who have a good temper. I like people who know how to do the household chores. I like girls who know how to wear stilettos and run. I like guys to piggyback girls. I like guys who are muscular. I like guys who really understand girls. I like people who are understanding. I like people giving flowers. I like people who sings well. I like people who are an expert at something. I like people who can make really pleasant music. I like guys who can drive well. I like people who are not a playboy/flirt. I like people who know their strengths/weaknesses. I like people who are thrifty. I like people who are not materialistic. I like people who are down-to-earth. I like people who do not get fat after eating tons of food. I like people who know themselves inside out.
I think there's more to go.
I will continue next time.
Sorry for the grammar.
Bye.
blogged @ 7:19 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008'♥
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Put the following 5 animals in order of your preference:
Cow, horse, sheep, pig, tiger.
Mine= Horse, sheep, tiger, pig, cow
Describe each one of the following:
Dog, cat, rat, coffee, sea.
Mine= Dog is cute, cat have scary eyes, rat is dirty, coffee is refreshing and sea is calm.
Relate someone to the following colors:
Yellow, orange, red, white, green.
Mine= Yellow is Mom, Orange is Dad, Red is me, White is Evon, Green is Goh Jing.
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Cow; career. Horse; family. Sheep; love. Pig; money. Tiger; pride.
Mine=Family, love, pride, money, career
Dog; your personality. Cat; your partner's personality. Rat; your enemy's personality. Coffee; your interpretation of sex. Sea; your own life.
Yellow; someone you'll never forget. Orange; someone you'll consider your true friend. Red; someone that you really love. White; your twin soul. Green; someone that you will remember for the rest of your life.
(:
Bye.
blogged @ 6:55 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008'♥
FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO DON'T TRUST YOU AT ALL AND LISTEN TO SOME OUTSIDER'S WORDS.
TRUE FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO LISTEN TO YOUR EXPLAINATION AND BELIEVE SOME IDIOTS WORDS INSTEAD OF TRUSTING YOU.
Oh, that's true friends, what a wonderful definition uh.
Being friends for three years already, they should know what kind of friends they have uh.
Believing some other people words instead of trusting you, knowing that you would not do that.
Telling her/his good friends not to believe him/her and saying that you will know one day what kind of person she/he is.
And people get influenced damn easily and believing some real idiot's words.
But to somebody, I know you will be reading this, I won't believe other's words.
I know what kind of person you are, really.
I know you would not and did not. I guess those people are not worth being your friends and I pondered over what you said just now, I think it's better not to confront them cause you-know-why.
Seriously, I'm tired of of all this friendship stuffs.
Happening every single year, now it's not that time for all this stupid stuffs to happen okay.
It's the crucial period-the studying time.
Girls are very sensitive and being a girl, I can understand but I think some are too sensitive.
Come on please, do you really think you have too many weaknesses and bad characteristics that people love to gossip and talk behind your back?
Oh god, I don't think you have okay. If you have, we would tell you frankly not saying behind your back.
But if you really think that we are saying bad stuffs about you behind your back, then forget it.
I don't care if you all are reading this or whatever.
I am free to write whatever I want to write out here.
It's my blog and if you're gonna say: Oh, you're so bitchy/you this backstabber/you this hypocrite or whatever.
I tell you, say whatever you want cause I REALLY DON'T CARE WHAT YOU ALL THINK OF ME.
Maybe I don't treat you all as my friends anymore.
Maybe...
As long as I have somebody and somebody and some other very good friends beside me, I'm contended enough. (:
One need not to have too many best friends, one or two is enough already.
I go for quality not quantity.
So what if you have so many best friends around you? You have to consider all of their feelings and not letting anybody feeling left out which is very tedious.
I don't like tedious stuffs.
Am very tired of all this.
I hope this shall be the last entry I'm blogging about friends.
Toodles.
TRUE FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO LISTEN TO YOUR EXPLAINATION AND BELIEVE SOME IDIOTS WORDS INSTEAD OF TRUSTING YOU.
Oh, that's true friends, what a wonderful definition uh.
Being friends for three years already, they should know what kind of friends they have uh.
Believing some other people words instead of trusting you, knowing that you would not do that.
Telling her/his good friends not to believe him/her and saying that you will know one day what kind of person she/he is.
And people get influenced damn easily and believing some real idiot's words.
But to somebody, I know you will be reading this, I won't believe other's words.
I know what kind of person you are, really.
I know you would not and did not. I guess those people are not worth being your friends and I pondered over what you said just now, I think it's better not to confront them cause you-know-why.
Seriously, I'm tired of of all this friendship stuffs.
Happening every single year, now it's not that time for all this stupid stuffs to happen okay.
It's the crucial period-the studying time.
Girls are very sensitive and being a girl, I can understand but I think some are too sensitive.
Come on please, do you really think you have too many weaknesses and bad characteristics that people love to gossip and talk behind your back?
Oh god, I don't think you have okay. If you have, we would tell you frankly not saying behind your back.
But if you really think that we are saying bad stuffs about you behind your back, then forget it.
I don't care if you all are reading this or whatever.
I am free to write whatever I want to write out here.
It's my blog and if you're gonna say: Oh, you're so bitchy/you this backstabber/you this hypocrite or whatever.
I tell you, say whatever you want cause I REALLY DON'T CARE WHAT YOU ALL THINK OF ME.
Maybe I don't treat you all as my friends anymore.
Maybe...
As long as I have somebody and somebody and some other very good friends beside me, I'm contended enough. (:
One need not to have too many best friends, one or two is enough already.
I go for quality not quantity.
So what if you have so many best friends around you? You have to consider all of their feelings and not letting anybody feeling left out which is very tedious.
I don't like tedious stuffs.
Am very tired of all this.
I hope this shall be the last entry I'm blogging about friends.
Toodles.
blogged @ 3:28 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008'♥
I guess I'm going to gain weight again cause I've been eating too much although cannot be compared with THEM.
Felt inferior sitting around THEM.
Haha, only somebody and somebody knows.
Esplanade again but only for a short while this time round.
I want to go to the airport next time.
Not Esplanade anymore.
Somebody, see that?
(:
Been watching 'Fated to love you' these few days.
I know this show started showing in Taiwan 6 months back.
Quite long already but it's super super super nice.
Although I'm still watching Brown Sugar Chivalries every weekend.
Maybe after the exams then I'll watch Hot Shot.
I think Baron Chen and Ethan Ruan are super hawt guys.
Not only handsome but sizzling hawt!
Lol.
I think I need to mug soon again.
This whole week ain't for me to slack but to mug for upcoming papers.
No holiday assignments, no remedials which is super fantastic.
I love today and Bye. :D
blogged @ 11:24 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008'♥
Prelims ended yesterday. (:
E-maths paper 2 was a horrendous one.
I'll be contended to get 20/100 already which I doubt I would even get.
Maybe a single digit?
Teachers' Day celebration today.
I was the one who suggested the whole class to wear red top and insisted on that colour even though somebody asked me to change to white since not everybody like red and not many have red tops.
I am selfish, I like red and expect you guys to like red too.
So whatever fault or you're not happy with me, then scold me and blame me.
I don't mind cause I know I was the one at fault.
But on the other hand, I think that red is a very unique and outstanding colour, I don't know why you guys don't like that colour and still say want to wear your own style?
Oh please, is wearing black your own style?
Are you still living in the 1960s where there's only black & white television?
I don't mind black though but don't you expect to wear black and white which is super common? Let's be unique and outstanding for a day.
AND WILL IT KILL YOU JUST TO WEAR A RED TOP TO SCHOOL?!
Forget it, it's over anyway.
Many didn't come to school, I think most of them didn't like the idea of wearing a red top/don't have one, so they rather not come to school.
Anyway, it ain't fun in school today.
I feel super useless out of a sudden.
I know many are against my idea but you don't have to give those fucking attitude right?!
I know I'm not part of the class committee(just an extra in people eyes), I don't have any say in all this, but just for once I suggested this idea and was a failure.
I can't even do something properly, suggesting this idea made alot of people unhappy.
I don't deny that I don't have any leadership skills. I think I sucked at doing all this stuffs.
No, not I think I sucked but I am, in fact.
Yeah, I know I'm useless, brainless, a super failure who can't do ANYTHING right at all, not even once.
I shall not going to be a kaypoh, not going to poke my nose into other businesses, not going to say anything anymore. I shall then keep all the comments to myself and shut my big fat mouth up so everybody will be pleased in future.
No, I'm not really pissed.
I'm not angry with the class.
I'm very alright. I'm very fine.
I am just very angry and disappointed with myself.
Bye.
E-maths paper 2 was a horrendous one.
I'll be contended to get 20/100 already which I doubt I would even get.
Maybe a single digit?
Teachers' Day celebration today.
I was the one who suggested the whole class to wear red top and insisted on that colour even though somebody asked me to change to white since not everybody like red and not many have red tops.
I am selfish, I like red and expect you guys to like red too.
So whatever fault or you're not happy with me, then scold me and blame me.
I don't mind cause I know I was the one at fault.
But on the other hand, I think that red is a very unique and outstanding colour, I don't know why you guys don't like that colour and still say want to wear your own style?
Oh please, is wearing black your own style?
Are you still living in the 1960s where there's only black & white television?
I don't mind black though but don't you expect to wear black and white which is super common? Let's be unique and outstanding for a day.
AND WILL IT KILL YOU JUST TO WEAR A RED TOP TO SCHOOL?!
Forget it, it's over anyway.
Many didn't come to school, I think most of them didn't like the idea of wearing a red top/don't have one, so they rather not come to school.
Anyway, it ain't fun in school today.
I feel super useless out of a sudden.
I know many are against my idea but you don't have to give those fucking attitude right?!
I know I'm not part of the class committee(just an extra in people eyes), I don't have any say in all this, but just for once I suggested this idea and was a failure.
I can't even do something properly, suggesting this idea made alot of people unhappy.
I don't deny that I don't have any leadership skills. I think I sucked at doing all this stuffs.
No, not I think I sucked but I am, in fact.
Yeah, I know I'm useless, brainless, a super failure who can't do ANYTHING right at all, not even once.
I shall not going to be a kaypoh, not going to poke my nose into other businesses, not going to say anything anymore. I shall then keep all the comments to myself and shut my big fat mouth up so everybody will be pleased in future.
No, I'm not really pissed.
I'm not angry with the class.
I'm very alright. I'm very fine.
I am just very angry and disappointed with myself.
Bye.
blogged @ 3:24 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008'♥
Theme: Retro Hip-Hop.
I think it's so contradicting, since it's already Be Yourself Day, why do we need a theme for it?
Either have a theme but not called Be Yourself Day or Be Yourself Day where everybody can wear their home clothes to school.
Are polka dots considered retro?
I went and search for retro clothes and some of them are fabulous.
Like this
And this.
I prefer the first one but unfortunately, I don't own them.
Shall not talk about this first.
Prelims are here again. It's the O level prelims this time round.
Sigh. I think I screwed up my English Paper 1 and E-maths Paper 1 today.
I don't know if my format for the letter writing is correct.
Many wrote as report writing including me, but some others said it's formal letter writing.
I don't know which is the correct one.
As for E-maths, let's not talk about it.
You know whyyyyyyy.
Tomorrow's chinese and ain't prepared for it.
Of all times, my dictionary went bonkers nowwwww.
Rawr! So I had to bring the 'manual' one which is heavy and bulky. :(
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
Bye. (:
blogged @ 8:36 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008'♥
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
Please tell me the true definition of true friends.
Who are they? What they are? Purpose of having true friends?
I really don't get it. Ain't true friends are the one who will stick to you through thick and thin? Ain't true friends will share their secret with you and won't give you that bloody stupid face when they're pissed off?
Sometimes, I really wonder if there are any true friends in this complex society.
Especially girlfriends.
Girls are the most ridiculous creature on Earth, they have the most complex thinking which make you don't wish to understand them.
Being a girl, I don't even understand myself at times.
How can I go understand another girl?
I really HATE the feeling of losing friends especially close friends.
SEE CAREFULLY. The word is HATE, UTTERLY HATE.
Who likes it?
I don't know why our friendship became like this when we were once suchaaaaaa good friends in that clique which I love soooooo much.
I thought of the past, we used to go out together, play together, study together, share secrets with one another, tease each other, gossip about others...but now, we have totally become STRANGERS.
Why did it happen? I'm not sure of the process too.
We were once best of friends, but now... the awesome clique that I used to hang out with vanished into the thin air already?
Can everybody be back together and do like what we used to? Nah, I don't think so.
I don't wish to assume anybody that played a part in making our friendship turned sour.
But ain't there too much concidences already?
IF it's because of a guy that we turned from best of friends to strangers, this meant that YOU WERE NEVER ONCE OUR TRUE FRIEND NOR IN THE FUTURE.
It also meant that our friendship was very fragile.
We cannot withstand obstacles, we are not able to overcome them.
Maybe you'll have your reasons, we won't know and we wouldn't want to know.
Seriously, I don't know why you change so much.
Okay, maybe it's us who change but ahhh...forget it.
I don't wish to say much too.
I asked one friend(A) what are true friends, who are they.
This was his reply:
A: Well i think those who are honest with u and doesn`t betray u of coz and oso could laugh with u and accompany u no matter wadever comes.
Sucha typical yet meaningful answer.
But do this people exists?
I really don't think so...
I would like to say something that might hurt the friends around me.
I don't think that any of you are really my true friends that would not leave me, that would stay with me and go through all sorts of obstacles.
Eventually, we would leave each other.
Maybe that's my definition of true friends.
I know people do change and I realised alot of people changed throughout these 8 months.
For instance, Guy B. He was not that guy I knew anymore. He became arrogant, proud, turned into another person overnight. He was not that kind soul I used to know. I don't know where the past Guy B I used to know went. Maybe that guy I used to know was dead already? Maybe...
Another example is Guy C. From the start of the year, I realised he changed and changed and changed.
For the bad, for the worst and for the better now?
He did actually apologized for his mistake but I don't intend to be close friends with him anymore nor I think he would want to continue being my close friends uh.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Girls change the most...
I don't know why and I do not wish to know why.
Sometimes it better not to know things than to know.
Curiousity kills the cat.
Took height and weight yesterday.
I'm gained weight. I didn't grow taller. Shortie and fattie me.
Bye.
blogged @ 6:59 PM